Recently, God has been teaching me a lot.
At work, my class has
been very hard to handle, many of them have been absent, so it has been
overwhelming trying to get anything taught or any work done, since I am
always either dealing with discipline issues or catching students up
from missing days or weeks of school. However, through this, God has
reminded me of the importance of being completely dependent upon Him. He
has shown me how truly, no matter how frustrating a person may be, each
individual is made to reflect His image in their own unique way. He has reminded me of the importance of giving my all and having a joyful heart in the midst of hard times.
At church we have been going through the study of Exodus. It has
been a good reminder of God's love for us, His power, His atoning
sacrifice, and His constant presence even when He seems distant. I was
thinking this evening about the Israelites and their 400 years of
enslavement and comparing it to the 400 years of silence between Malachi
and when Jesus was born. In both situations, I am sure people wondered
where God was, as sometimes I wonder in my own situations. Yet, then God
comes as the "I am." Christ comes as Emmanuel (God with us). He is
existent and present in our lives.
In a staff devotions at school, God keeps reminding me of the
importance of living each day bring God the glory. This also connects to
the Exodus study, as we have talked about how God delivers the
Israelites to demonstrate His glory.
Also, with His little nudges each day, God keeps reminding me that
it is not about me. That he prefers me to serve those around me through
small acts of love than to work on showing that I am a great teacher or
doing things for me to enjoy. He is reminding me that I need to poor
myself out in love to serve those around me. As I have been overwhelmed
with making sure that I eat and sleep and still get at least some of my
work done, I have not spent the energy I should in serving God in this
way yet.
God has also been blessing me in great ways.
- While my class has
been challenging, they seem to be growing and maturing and this week
they behaved incredibly well and we were able to do many fun things in
class and get a lot of work done as well.
- Since I broke my foot in May, my foot has either been in a cast or
been in pain. This week, I started going to physiotherapy, and it has
improved tremendously. This weekend, I plan to go jogging at least once
to see how it does.
- God is allowing me opportunities to get more involved with my church, which has helped me feel so much more at home.
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The 4th/5th grade girls' basketball team that I am coaching has a great
attitude and loves playing, even if they are playing a team that is
much bigger and rougher than they are. Our team was moved to a harder
division, which has been really challenging, but I think will stretch
them and make them better basketball players in the end.
- Today we had middle school girls help out in our classroom. They were a
huge blessing as they helped my students get unfinished work done,
prayed with my students, and then played games with them.
- God has
allowed me opportunities to get to know my staff members more, through
prayer groups and dinners out, which has been phenomenal.
- Even though my class is hard to control, they love participating, even in Bible, which was a struggle last year.
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